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May 22, 2016 @ 1:03 pm

Sitting in the corner chair in the room, tho it’s rainy some light is coming through the window behind me, landing on the muppet blue corner of the bed. I’ve walked to the hardware store twice today, first time too early and second time they were having a problem with the key and everyone was standing outside in the mist, waiting. So I haven’t been able to get the three valves I need, might as well do all three, since two have a slow leak. Then I can remove the sink. Toilet is out, and some of the top layer of subfloor. Housemate will help me carry the old tub down the stairs in a bit. With the sink out I can advance the work in the subfloor, which I believe is the Fulcrum of all things and my entire existence. I actually think with the sink out and nothing dripping, then there will only be the dryness and flatness of the partial subfloor, and I will figure out what to do from there. The subfloor is like abq. But I’m distracted from reality by the distant subfloor. Meanwhile my inserts are out so this pair of shoes can dry.  Everything I’ve ever done has led me to this partially deconstructed subfloor and I’ve now cleaned the toilet flange, which I barely remember doing last time.  Something was broken. Part of me doesn’t want to work on it today but I find if I tell myself I want to then I do, but I think it may now take me an hour to get back to it, but I don’t know, I’m a cricket, which we don’t get here. I watch and sometimes the cricket jumps.  But with the sink out, I will be as omnipotent and omniscient as I’ll ever be. I should then understand what my life has been for and I will know what is going to happen. Everything will be fine when the sink is gone.


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May 18, 2016 @ 3:30 pm

I’ve begun the upstairs bathroom demolition.  I may need a brief party & pause to observe where things stand.  If one is not careful, one can proceed too quickly through a demolition without really inhabiting the process.  and this may be the last demolition.


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kjakkjhsef
May 07, 2016 @ 12:04 am

I don’t know what I said, but I’m having the reset fantasies just very recently today.  it’s always been abq but I think of pburg and cleveland and baltimore but the latter isn’t much of a change and has mosquitos.  with abq it’s the god forsaken quality of the landscape that appeals to me and the strong consistent light I suppose.  abq is always the same so if you have an image in your head of what it’s like you have a clear idea.  it’s like being a being.  it seems staged.  it’s hard to think it’s the same sun as we get here.  incidentally I went to 12/12 light two days ago on what will be crop the third.  I almost forget how the first crop didn’t work out at all, and how doomy that was.  so what to think about this projection that we are undergoing.  I very much finished the downstairs bathroom.  I had to order a couple small plumbing parts.  a seat and a spring.

so I did the tiling, everything.  I dug down deep.  it went on forever, but I knew that getting to the end would change my sense of whether it was even possible to do so.  housemate’s mom is here this weekend, so I won’t demolish the upstairs yet.  I will take an inaugural shower down there tomorrow.  it was yesterday I caulked.  the ants got to my cookies, the last six.  I couldn’t blow them off so I tried rinsing them away but the cookies were dry and absorbent so they quickly became mush.  these store bought cookies don’t hold up to rinsing at all.


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