Jun 28, 2010 @ 9:42 pm
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I got a couple color samples and put some splotches on the wall. One of the colors is good. The other is magical. Simply looking upon it causes me to levitate from my chair and slowly drift toward and into it. And then onward into an endless magical realm where all is soft and shimmering. It is the greatest color ever. I can’t take my eyes off of it. I want to be it, and soon I will.

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it’s even better in person. I can’t stop touching it. I go over to it and touch it.
when I’m not being levitated through it, I am touching it.
it is so present and yet unplaceable.
I miss the baltimore people. I haven’t seen much of them. haven’t been up there much in recent months and on. I just had a thought, and the thought thought, I miss the people.
this is the best I’ve felt in X weeks. I’ve been in a strange way. not always bad but never exactly cutting through, except in very mechanical ways.
and I really did wake up at 3:45 with the thought of paint, and came down here and sat in a chair for a minute or two. then blogged. then went back to sleep until 9. that color it is like a snowdrift made of coffee-flavored sunbeams.
and last night, around 10 I ordered a pizza. that’s unusual but I was like shit, I’m fucking ordering a pizza. I need some CALORIES.
I finished unpacking earlier. I really think that’s right. finished unpacking from moving. I realize some people take years and in fact my father and stepmom have never finished unpacking tho they’ve been in one place about 18 years.
it was about 4 boxes which most contained books mostly of a utility sort like tech books and how to fix a camry yadda. but there was one or two poetry books that are actually top tier poetry books for me. a border comedy.
a border comedy is somewhat like the color tho inferior as all things are. we all serve at the pleasure of the color.