Comments on: color

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:26:20 +0000

a border comedy is somewhat like the color tho inferior as all things are. we all serve at the pleasure of the color.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:24:25 +0000

it was about 4 boxes which most contained books mostly of a utility sort like tech books and how to fix a camry yadda. but there was one or two poetry books that are actually top tier poetry books for me. a border comedy.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:19:16 +0000

I finished unpacking earlier. I really think that’s right. finished unpacking from moving. I realize some people take years and in fact my father and stepmom have never finished unpacking tho they’ve been in one place about 18 years.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:15:48 +0000

and last night, around 10 I ordered a pizza. that’s unusual but I was like shit, I’m fucking ordering a pizza. I need some CALORIES.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:14:18 +0000

and I really did wake up at 3:45 with the thought of paint, and came down here and sat in a chair for a minute or two. then blogged. then went back to sleep until 9. that color it is like a snowdrift made of coffee-flavored sunbeams.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:12:17 +0000

this is the best I’ve felt in X weeks. I’ve been in a strange way. not always bad but never exactly cutting through, except in very mechanical ways.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:11:14 +0000

I miss the baltimore people. I haven’t seen much of them. haven’t been up there much in recent months and on. I just had a thought, and the thought thought, I miss the people.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:03:48 +0000

it is so present and yet unplaceable.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 02:00:37 +0000

when I’m not being levitated through it, I am touching it.

By: ryan

ryan — Tue, 29 Jun 2010 01:59:58 +0000

it’s even better in person. I can’t stop touching it. I go over to it and touch it.